I am so tired of being positive all the time. It gives me false hopes. It does nothing but set me up for failure every single time. I am a realist. I see things as they are. This is what it is; nothing more, nothing less. For me, just from my experience, thinking positive creates an illusion that everything is going to work out in my favor, but, it hardly ever does. I used to see the glass as half empty but with the hope & effort of filling it. Nah, it's just half empty. Pour that shit out. Somebody probably drank from that shit. Give me a full bottle of water; never opened. I'll drink from it. I'll tell you how full it is or how near empty it is.